Great At Acting, Now I’m Reborn

When did you first find out that Cheng was gay? Jiang Si is not clear, probably from the discovery that his friends are all men, then gradually feel something wrong.

Her good sister listened, straight smile she confused, "your husband does not play with men, but with women, this is the need to worry about, OK?"

Jiang Si smile reluctantly, "said the same."

But she can clearly feel that Cheng's eyes are different when he looks at the male colleagues in the unit, but she can't tell where the difference is. There was no concept of homosexuality in that era. For no reason, she would not think in that direction.

Another diluting her imagination is the child, in the third year of marriage, they finally have children.

This is the crystallization of their husband and wife after countless failed attempts. Jiang Si is certainly very happy. Cheng Pu rushes out to the street to buy her a bag of sesame cakes, which is her favorite food. The satisfied smile on Cheng's face gives her a sense of home for the first time. Those thoughts in her heart dissipate with her husband's smile.

But Cheng poppy's happiness didn't last long. It seemed that after a week, he turned back to the dull and boring man. Fortunately, he was always gentle and considerate to her.

Cheng Pu has the habit of getting up at night. Jiang Si knows that since he was pregnant, he has been getting up more and more frequently, and Jiang Si doesn't care too much. After all, he will feel nervous and uneasy because of the arrival of new life. Until that night, she suddenly felt uncomfortable in her stomach, frowned, and stretched out her hand, only to find that the quilt beside her was empty.

"Cheng po..."? Cheng Po

An indescribable feeling welled up in Jiang Si's heart. She got up from the bed and looked for her husband's trace at home. When she passed the kitchen, she found a dark figure squatting in the corner of the washing table.

What's wrong with him? Is he not feeling well?

Jiang Sizheng was about to step forward when he heard a faint whine in the air, similar to the whine of a small animal. When he looked carefully, Cheng Pu's body shrank in the corner and couldn't stop shaking. Although he didn't speak, he didn't even have an expression. He was just a figure from the back, which made people feel strongly - a kind of inexplicable depression and despair enveloped him.

You're so scared of this kid Are you so afraid of me?

The mood of pregnant women is always sensitive and excited. Jiang Si looks at Cheng Po, who has shrunk into a ball, and his chest is constantly fluctuating. At this moment, the grievances and worries during pregnancy have turned into burning anger in his chest, and even There is also a trace of hatred.

She walked forward two steps, and was about to question him. The wailing in the air suddenly changed its tune. Cheng Po laughed with tears. It was a kind of extremely forced laughter. To be honest, it was a strange thing to hear her husband crying and laughing in the kitchen in the middle of the night, but Jiang Si felt that Cheng Po was trying to persuade herself and make herself happy even though she failed.

The laughter lasted for a short time. The more sorrowful cry replaced the whine and spread to the narrow and narrow kitchen. Cheng Po buried his head in his knees and hugged the palm of his arm very hard. Even in the dark, the blue veins were very conspicuous. The painful emotion broke Jiang Si. Looking at such a fragile Cheng Po, she suddenly felt extremely tasteless.

She retreated in silence.

Cheng poppy to her more and more cold, and she also slowly become numb. She knew that no one was on purpose, but the atmosphere of speechless was becoming more and more intense between them.

Well, marriage is not like this. Time goes by and love gradually turns into kinship. Even if Cheng Po doesn't love her anymore, at least it's good for her and her children.

But she never expected to find her husband's high school love letters in his closet.

A love letter to the boy named Cai Bowen.

He turned out to be gay.

"I'm going home! You goddamn liars! I'm going to ask my father to sue you for cheating on your marriage Regardless of Cheng's mother's pulling, Jiang Si drags the box to go out.

"No, Xiao Jiang, even if you don't think about yourself, you should also think about your children!" Cheng's mother was in tears, and she kept talking about her grandson.

"Don't say it. I will endure you to this day only when I think about children." Jiang Si was angry and angry. The muscles on her face trembled slightly with the vigorous movement. Her internal organs were hot and painful as if all the grievances accumulated in the past few years broke out at once.

"We are sorry for you, but in recent years, where has our Cheng family been bad to you? Lao Cheng and I treat you as our own daughter Cheng Po! What did Cheng do wrong except that he didn't like women? Did he beat you, scold you, or cheat? This is a disease, this is a disease, ginger

Hearing the word "disease", Cheng's lips moved, but in the end nothing was said.

Jiang Si's movement was momentarily stagnant.

Cheng's father immediately pushed Cheng poppy, who was shrinking behind the crowd, "don't apologize to your daughter-in-law!"

At this time, Jiang sicai saw Cheng poppy behind the crowd. His face was pale and he pursed his lips slightly. His eyes were fixed on the small paper ball in Jiang Si's hand. A look of humiliation appeared on his face, "why Turn over my things? "Jiang Si's heart a Lin, loud voice way: "I am your wife, this kind of shady thing I still can't see?"

Cheng's father said angrily, "what nonsense is Cheng poppy? Don't you admit your mistake?"

Cheng Po didn't say anything, but his face was whiter than just now. His eyes were complicated and swept over everyone present. It seemed that he was accusing and had a kind of silent grievance. No one could harden his heart when he looked at his expression like this.

Li Yan was stunned.

To be honest, she changed her mind when she saw the script that Jiang Si and Cheng Po looked at each other. She had never understood why Jiang Si could be reconciled to being trapped in this nominal marriage cage for a lifetime.

Now she knows.

Zhou Yuhe's eyes.

That pair of eyes is carrying too much, the vacillation behind the dull, the hesitation on the edge of eruption, and finally the compromise to reality, without saying a word.

This kind of compromise and humiliation in the eyes also hit Jiang Si, who is hesitating.

At that time, if a woman divorced, she would be under great pressure in society, and her family could not afford to lose this person. What's more, Cheng's family is really OK with her. In addition to the fact that she and Cheng have been very depressed over the years, Cheng doesn't really treat her badly. Can a divorced woman find such an honest man as Cheng Pu? Let's not say, what can the children do

Her eyes are fixed on Cheng poppy, trying to find more power to support her decision-making from those eyes.

Cheng poppy just looked at her for a second, then moved away from the line of sight, no longer have the courage to face.

Jiang Si glared angrily at her eyes and suddenly relaxed her shoulders. A sense of desolation spread from her.

Forget it, this has been the case in my life. As long as he doesn't get divorced, he won't do anything sorry for her. Nowadays, it's not easy to eat well and wear warm clothes. How can he pursue so much

Words are like this, but that night Cheng poppy's eyes have been in her mind can't disperse.

Although only for a moment, but that pair of eyes showed a moment of determination, always makes people feel uneasy.

It seems to have planted a seed for the rainy night.

After seven or eight years of marriage, Jiang Si was like a frog immersed in warm water. Her original lively and clear character was completely polished by the dull and boring life and Cheng PU. She could no longer see the girl's intelligence on her face, leaving only the chicken feathers after the hurricane of life.

Even so, that's good.

Because she is not only one of her life, but also Cheng poppy.

Cheng and she have nothing to say. They wash their hands and eat quietly when they return home every day. Later, because it is too depressing to eat at the same table, they have to go to the kitchen to eat and then come out.

Jiang Si thought that they would spend their whole life like this. Unexpectedly, one afternoon, Cheng Po came home with a smile, carrying a plastic bag full of common daily necessities.

That smile is very eye-catching.

It's not the same as Cheng poppy's smile in the past ten years. It's transparent, light, and like a smile that has been exposed to the sun.

Such a smile shocked Jiang Si, but it also gave people a kind of uneasiness.

Something seems to have come up.

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the scenes of Li Yan and Zhou Yuhe have been shooting for more than half a month. Many of the materials may not be cut into the main film when editing. However, they did not slack off their work and finished all the parts arranged by the director step by step.

Looking at the film, Meng Chuan couldn't stop praising the acting skills of the two actors. Maybe there were only two or three sentences about Li Yan in ten sentences, but Li Yan couldn't get up with jealousy at all.

To be reasonable, Jiang Si's character in the film is external, while Cheng Pu is introverted and dull. Under such natural advantages, it should be Li Yan who controls the rhythm. However, both inside and outside the play, Li Yan has a feeling of being pulled by the other party. It seems that every move and thought of Jiang Si she plays is naturally influenced by Cheng Pu, which is such a powerful play She only has this feeling when she meets some senior performers in the entertainment industry.

Li Yan's part ended after all the youth plays were killed. At the same time, Xie Yifeng and Zhou Yuhe's youth plays also ended.

In order to better understand Jiang Si's mood in the film, Jiang Si doesn't know what happened between Cheng Pu and Cai Baiwen. Naturally, the director doesn't let Li Yan watch Xie's youth play, until she is killed. She doesn't even see a hair of "Cai Baiwen".

It wasn't until after the killing that there was a chance.

"Li Yan, didn't you kill her? Why are you on the set today? " Mengchuan tunnel accident.

"Hey, it's ok if you don't go back. I'll take a look today." Li Yan patted the dust on her skirt.

"Well, it's just that today they're shooting juvenile drama. You can sit here." Meng Chuan pointed to the position of the deputy director with the rolled up script.Li Yan nodded, picked up a stool and sat down beside the deputy director.

In the middle of the set, it is Zhou Yuhe and Xie Yifeng who have captured the first act of the play.

The shooting site is a middle school classroom. The camera is facing a long corridor. Xie Yifeng, wearing a white T-shirt, walks through the crowd from the camera.

It has to be said that Xie Yifeng is indeed an actor who is good at integrating himself into the scene. Although he has never met the young Cai Baiwen, Cai Baiwen in his youth is just a face-to-face manner, and naturally reveals the feeling of being favored by nature in his character.

The staff around them are constantly exclaiming. They should be shocked by Xie Yifeng's role. After all, they have just turned back from their youth. Cai Baiwen at that time, like Cheng Po Po, has completely changed. Cai Bowen, whose family is in decline, has become a pragmatic and taciturn shopkeeper under the influence of society, which is in contrast to the feeling of a "white faced kid" Not too big.

But Li Yan didn't feel much. Because she didn't play against Cai Baiwen, she naturally couldn't realize how good Xie Yifeng's acting skills were. Now she just met each other and couldn't see anything.

She is more interested in Zhou Yuhe.

Li Yan pulled the sleeve of the deputy director next to her and whispered, "Hey, where are the people of Zhou and Zhou directed by Luo?"

Luo Dao's eyes were completely glued to Xie Yifeng's body, and some of them did not care about Li Yan and pointed forward, "here, isn't it?"

The author has something to say: I've been waiting for you for a long time, and then it's also fate.

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