Chapter 49: 049
On the weekend, Sister Qiao came to see Qiao's father and Qiao's mother. After talking to Qiao's mother for a while, she went to Qiao Lan's room and took a look. Qiao Lan's room is now almost a messy room with clutter.
Sister Qiao bit her lip and went to the kitchen to help Mother Qiao cook. When the whole family sat down to eat together, she asked Mother Qiao, "Mom, has Lan Lan been in contact with the family?"
"What to contact?" Qiao's mother tongue became very bad in an instant. "I called her head teacher last time and asked me to call me back, but there was no news at all. If you don't love to come back, you will never come back. Wait. I'm starving to death and can't stand it anymore. I don't want to come back."
Qiao Yuan gnawed on a piece of ribs and murmured vaguely, "I'm not starving, my third sister took the first grade exam last semester and got a scholarship of 5,000 yuan."
The old lady Qiao took a sip at the opportunity, "Raising a white-eyed wolf so much, it's a little bit good to remember home."
"That's it." Qiao Yuan wiped his oily hands and agreed. Thinking of the last sports meeting, he just wanted Qiao Lan to go with him to meet his classmates. In the end, Qiao Lan didn't go, causing him to be a lot in the class. People didn't tell the jokes, and finally invited a bunch of people to dinner and cost him two hundred yuan.
Speaking of this, Qiao Yuan suddenly remembered something, and grabbed the chopsticks and asked Qiao's mother, "Mom, have you seen the third sister again this semester."
"I haven't seen it." I haven't seen Qiao Lan for half a year, but Qiao's mother's attitude does not show any concern, just as Qiao Lan is not her own.
Qiao Yuan was a little excited, "You haven't seen me before. She has changed a lot. The whole person is different from before."
Why is it different?
"Being pretty, very beautiful, I almost didn't recognize her. At the beginning, there were so many people who chose her in the school. A few days ago, a rich boy at the school gave her flowers. The whole school knew."
Mother Qiao finally became interested when she heard this.
After eating, Qiao Lan took Qiao's mobile phone and found the post bar in the middle school attached to it, and found the photo of Qiao Lan at the sports meeting, who was once a hot full post bar.
"Look at it, I almost didn't recognize it."
In the new week, Qiao Lan and Tan Mo changed seats and moved to the front position of Bai Yu.
Bai Yu is at the same table with another boy. The two used to be in the same class in the first year of high school. I heard that they are still very close friends. They are also very carefree and look like brothers with Bai Yu.
The two of them welcomed the arrival of "Shen Shen" in an exaggerated tone, as if they were treasures, Qiao Lan grabbed his arm to remind.
"smile."
The young man was taken aback for a moment, his delicate and deserted facial features were stunned for a moment and then smiled.
The two in the back row had never seen Tan Mo have any other expressions, let alone such a beautiful smile, Bai Yu clutched his heart and grabbed Qiao Lan exaggeratedly, "Beauty crit!"
Tan Mo has probably never encountered such an overly exaggerated closeness. For a while, he didn't know how to react. Qiao Lan whispered in his ear, "I told you that you looked good when you laughed. I didn't lie to you."
Tan Mo turned his head to look at her again, and for a moment there was a smile in his eyes.
But Tan Mo's smile is always different from other people. He will not smile from the heart when he is happy, but after a short and rapid analysis, he feels that he should smile at this moment.
So even Qiao Lan sometimes couldn't understand what was hidden behind Tan Mo's smile.
I don't know that Tan Mo looks at her more now, and talks to her more, all struggling with the torment of those two sentences.
How do you match, how dare you.
When he was alone, he held his mobile phone and paused for a long time before entering the three "disabled" people with difficulty.
I admit that I am a disabled person, physically disabled, mentally disabled, but I like someone.
After struggling to enter the three words "disabled", and then carefully typed in the two words "like", and then clicked to search, but after just one glance, Tan Mo's **** wound was stabbed again in an instant.
The bright headline below says, I like someone, but the disabled should never have love and sex.
Tan Mo suddenly closed his eyes, and dropped the phone on the table, leaning on the back of the wheelchair for a long time, and finally picked up the phone again.
He wanted to find some different voices from these people's remarks, but he spent nearly an hour reading the entire answer, but he couldn't find a reason to refute it.
He watched so much, but no normal person and the disabled finally walked together satisfactorily. Even those couples who insisted on staying together despite the opposition of their families at first, eventually turned into tragedy in the years that followed.
Just like a girl said, she once had a boyfriend who was blind. She loved him so much. She once severed all relations with her family for him. She thought that such a love would last forever.
But later, she only lasted three years.
It was too hard, she said, sometimes when she couldn't make it, she would ask herself over and over again, why is she so tired, why can't she live a normal life like a normal person.
She used to be a normal person.
Many people wondered from the beginning whether people with disabilities should fall in love with normal people. With the passage of time, with increasingly serious bodies, and under thousands of pressures, whether people with disabilities can resist their duties like normal people. , Give her beloved a tomorrow, and finally got the answer in the disappointment again and again.
Tan Mo eagerly and anxiously wanted to find a happy case, wanted to find a happy possibility that would make him not so desperate, and finally saw someone say that he had found love, but after reading it, Tan Mo only felt that More desperate.
Some people say that she once met a very beautiful and very good boy. He can't speak, but he is very good. He married many years later. His wife is a very beautiful but also can't speak girl.
Some people use the simplest but most cruel way to say, "Dragon with lobster and shrimp" is unsound. For the sake of yourself and others, it is better to find an unsound person. Local standards must be extravagant.
Yes, they call this word extravagant hope.
For a moment, Tan Mo thought, if he really went to receive treatment, he could really stand up again, but after he was sober, he suddenly understood that everything was self-deception.
Some people are physically disabled, and some are spiritual, but mental disabilities are more fearful than physical disabilities.
Even if he stood up and looked like a normal person, he knew better than everyone how terrifying his mental and spiritual mutilation was.
Tan Mo suddenly understood the meaning of the last two lines of the verse that he had never understood.
I could bear the darkness
If i had never seen the sun
But the sun has made me desolate
Desolation to be renewed
When there was salvation in life, she brought him warmth and light, because she had seen the beauty of the sun, she could not return to the loneliness and darkness, but the sun couldn't save him from the darkness, but instead asked him to ask for it. No, everything becomes a luxury.
In the two Chinese classes on Wednesday afternoon, the Chinese teacher released a world classic movie for everyone, "Edward Scissorhands".
Asked to watch the film carefully, and give her a copy of the impression after watching it.
Edward, the robot created by the inventor who lived in the castle, was preparing to put a Christmas gift for Edward on one Christmas day. When a pair of human hands accidentally fell to the ground, Edward died. There are no hands like normal people, but sharp scissors.
After being taken home by Pegg, he fell in love with the beautiful Jin, but he was eventually questioned in the small town and hid in the castle again.
Because Edward is a monster, his feelings for Jin are entirely based on temperament, without utilitarianism, and are all disputes between others. He can do hospital art for Jin, use scissors to pinch food for others to eat, endure the temptation of neighbors, and even shield his conscience, conceal the truth, and steal for her.
Kim asked him why
Edward said, "Because you told me to go."
This world-renowned classic movie has a regretful ending. The touching lines of "I can't hold you when I pick up the scissors, and I can't protect you when I put down the scissors" made many girls in the class cry. The most of them is Feeling distressed for Edward, protecting the beloved but being misunderstood, the feeling of powerlessness can only flee.
Most of the thoughts expressed that day were the same, as they attacked human nature and indifference to society.
The Chinese teacher selected the best integral projection for everyone to see in the class. Someone wrote,
"Deep love doesn't mean that you have to be together for a good ending. Even though it is very sad to leave, even if you are a stranger afterwards, now I remember, I am glad that you remember me, always the most beautiful appearance when I was young."
Edward always remembered Jin's most beautiful appearance, but Tan Mo could never understand.
He didn't tell others that at the end of seeing the film, Edward returned to the castle alone. King had his own life, married and had children. At that moment, Tan Mo felt that if he were Edward, he might choose to die.
In his world, love has always had only two answers, either one hundred points or zero points.
The teachers don't ask Tan Mo for homework, but Tan Mo also wrote about his thoughts this time, but he didn't give it to the teacher. He watched his classmates criticize the society, but he recalled that he was writing this post. When I was feeling, the pain of empathy with Edward came from the bottom of my heart.
Everyone said that this was social indifference, but Tan Mo wrote that it was because aliens were not allowed in the world.
Just like Edward, just like him.
Edward has a pair of scissors hands that are different from people. He has two legs that cannot stand and a brain that cannot understand emotions.
Edward was once popular because of the pair of scissors hands, but after falling in love with the heroine, he was suspected and rejected by everyone because of his surpassing IQ of ordinary people. Everyone looked up, but if they learned that he also liked After a good girl, maybe everyone will be like Xiang Xiaohan, only feeling weird and disgusting.
Edward's scissors hand is just a symbol. It represents an alien and out of place. He can't really regard it as a pair of scissors. The pair of scissors represents autism, poverty, disability, etc. that normal people do not accept everything.
One day after many years, he and Qiao Lan, just like Edward in the film, are alone for a lifetime, and one will eventually have his own life.
Tan Mo closed his eyes and didn't say a word for a long time. I don't know how long it took. Tan Mo tore the homework book in half and threw it into the trash can. He clenched his trembling hands and suppressed all his emotions. .
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