Chapter 71: Her Agony
It's been a month since she researched the basement of the HanEun Group.
Ever since that day, the time that Shin Haru has been in a daze while thinking about different thoughts during her daily has been increased.
"…….."
While studying, doing hero activities, resting, and trying to sleep.
The thoughts keep rising.
‘……Why did he do that?'
She still wasn't sure what happened that time underground.
What the hell was it?
Why?
It is natural to feel grateful to the person who saved you.
And if someone sacrificed themselves to save you.
Anyone will appreciate it, probably for life.
But the problem here is.
The person who saved her was the one who had no reason to save her.
What is the relationship between Hero and Villain?
Simply defined, it's just a hostile relation.
A grudge against the other as they see each other as an opponent.
There's no such thing that a villain wants to get rid of as much as a hero.
Heroes put everything under fire just to judge villains.
Well, it can’t even turn into a joke if a villain saves a hero.
But the problem is that it actually happened to her.
"…."
Beneath HanEun Group.
It's something she hasn't told anyone.
Egostic saved her by flying himself in.
Maybe… if he hadn't stepped up, she wouldn't be here.
Villains aren't the most likely to enjoy when heroes collapse?
In fact, it’sno exaggeration to say that many villains in Korea want them to disappear.
There are dozens of villains who actually tried to kill them.
But why?
He saved her, didn't he?
No. He saved her, but why did he throw himself in?
"……"
Shin Haru, who was working at a desk, fell back into thought without even realizing it.
Thoughts that have been repeated in her head over and over again. Yeah, she feels fishy. A curiosity derived from it
Why did he save her?
In fact, this was an end to all the doubts she had about Egostic.
Yeah, something was wrong from the start.
He handled other villains.
None of the terror attacks he caused resulted in deaths.
There, facts only she knows.
He told her not to show her face.
He told her to stop terrorism, to believe in herself.
He exploded the bridge to prevent a disaster that only he could predict.
And this time. He saved her by throwing himself in.
All right. All right.
Now she really, really has to admit it.
Egostic. He's no ordinary villain.
No, ‘not normal’. Can that define him?
In fact, she wasn't even sure if she'd call him a villain now.
Of course, as soon as she had that thought, she immediately denied herself. No. If someone who started terrorism, threatened civilians, and murdered other villains at his disposal can’t be called the villain, then who is the villain?
But
He's done a lot more behind the scenes than what he showed.
There are no civilians killed by it.
However, how many people have been saved by it.
Terrorism caused by his followers holding hostages. He stopped it.
Terror that Alligator Man caused a rampage in the city center. He stopped it.
The terror caused by Monkey Spanner at the hotel. He stopped it.
A disaster caused by a monster created by the HanEun Group. He stopped it.
…And for her. He saved her.
In fact, he is a villain based on his previous record.
Considering his achievements, it’s not enough to call him a hero.
Then why does he show such double faces?
If he's a bad guy, the reason for saving people is inexplicable.
If he’s a good man, there’s no explanation for why he causes terrorism.
In fact, the former can explain.
If he’s a villain, why did he save people? This is something he had already explained to her.
The terror that his followers have caused, they tarnished his reputation.
Alligator Man's terror, because he's the one who mentioned himself.
The reason why he asked her to save the people of the plane is to strengthen his confrontation.
Monkey Spanner's terror at the hotel, he was walking by and just got carried away.
The disaster caused by the monster created by HanEun Group, in case his aggro would be taken away.
Yeah. There's a reason for everything.
The reasons why he explained everything to her.
If the reasons are just excuses, is it overreacting?
Wel, let's say it's true.
All the good things he's done so far are as he explains, and he's actually a villain.
But even so.
How would he explain the reason why he saved her by risking his own life?
"Haa…"
As a matter of fact, her innermost thoughts.
She is leaning toward the side that it’s difficult to simply see Egostic as a villain.
No, she owes him as he said, whether he was a bad man or a good man. He sacrificed himself to save the crisis of her death.
However, to say that he’s not a bad guy at all, the terror and murder of villains that he has caused so far continue to be stepped on.
But to say that he's a bad guy…
"Ugh…"
Okay.
This is an unanswered question.
In fact, the mere thought of Egostic makes her head and mind dizzy, making her dizzy.
He's a bad guy But you did a lot of good things, right? But why did he save her?
And most importantly.
Somewhere deep in her mind, in the realm of intuition.
For some reason, she keeps leaning towards the side that says he's not actually a bad guy.
There is no logic or basis in her mind.
She just keeps feeling like an echo in her mind
Actually, I don't know if I misunderstood…
It turns out that the terrors that Egostic has caused so far have deeper meaning? Something like that?…
"I'm out of my mind."
She shook off her thoughts and drank a glass of water next to her.
Now she’s having these crazy thoughts.
"…."
And if she thinks about this and that about Egostic.
At the end, it always ends with one thought.
Is he okay now?
Actually, it's ridiculous.
A hero is worried about a villain. If the rumor got spread, it would be laughed at by the whole world.
…Well, considering the popularity of Egostic, that may not necessarily be the case. Anyway,
The result of always thinking about Egostic ends up with her worrying about him.
He was seriously injured.
If he doesn’t get treatment right, it's…
No. Before that, is it a wound that can be cured with treatment?
The last time she saw him, it was almost like he had a hole in his chest.
…But somehow, there should be a way, right?
He’s still a little trustworthy to do such reckless action, right?
….No way. He didn't die like that, right?
While saving her, so vainly.
"….."
No.
She reflected again to prevent her feeling of depression without even realizing it.
Egostic. That secretive, scheming guy couldn't have died so vainly. She’s sure he’s resting somewhere.
Even after self-justifying, she thought to herself, ‘You call yourself a hero but are worrying about a villain?”, she feels like she did something wrong.
…This is not her worrying about a villain. That's what happened when someone saved your life. Oh, yeah. Even a villain shouldn't die like that, but he has to be brought to justice. That’s right.
"Haa…"
She’s worried.
But even worrying about something makes her feel uneasy.
Like that, she just kept groaning.
…Yeah. He needs to be alive for her to ask. First of all, she has to make sure this guy's alive.
With that logic, she went into Egostic's fan cafe again today.
She comes to this place wondering if he's alive and what he's doing… She tries to get a clue from here everyday.
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[Must be introduced] I’ve been whining for a month? Yeah, the last time was half a year hahahahaha.]
[Eat mango stick once a day…26th day]
[If you wait steadily, he'll come back…Just wait…]
[The highlight from the horror show version 7]
[Wait, the clip is erased. What is it?]
[What should we do now?]
[Today, I had a dream about our Egostic coming to our university’s festival.]
*
She let out a small sigh, looking at only the consequently useless posts that always come up.
Yeah. Checking his life and death, she'll know by the terror he’ll cause.
Just like that, today. If you think about it.
Heroes only wait for the day that villains start a terror.
***
“We’re not going to directly terrorize for the time being."
"Really?"
"Yes, I'll live quietly for a while, so please… Please stop asking!"
"You made the right decision. You rolled your body like that, so of course, you have to take care of yourself for a while."
"You have to speak informally…" Anyway, I'm not going to start the next terrorist attack myself."
"What? What do you think I'm going to do?"
"I'll have to outsource it."
I grinned after saying that.
Yeah. I have to run around and start terrorizing myself until when?
I tell the people waiting for my terror.
None for a while!
***
[Shin Haru, you've been promoted to a diligent member of "Egostic's official fan cafe". Congratulations!]
"…Oh."
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