Chapter 34
Even though I said I would come to the Juliano house to meet Niel..but to be honest I dont know what to do.
At that time I didnt want mother to hear any unnecessary things so I automatically accepted, and most likely Rave-san and Iria-san are just overestimating me.
I have no idea how to improve his withdrawal state.
Ettoabout me
I heard from Rave-oniisama
Is that so
The conversation doesnt continue. To begin with Im not really good with people.or rather its because of the people I get entangled up with. Such as Francia-sama or a certain yandere.
Why I wonderis it because of my face? Its true that facial expressions are getting tighter year after year, but since I am only 10 years old it should still be acceptable.
Im sorry
Hm
Im sorry, I forgot you even existed for a while. He doesnt really have much presence.or I guess its actually because I was thinking about something else.
Hmm? I wonder why he apologized just now.
B-Because of meyou had to go..out of your way..to come here
Please dont mind it, because I accepted the request myself
His voice kept on changing around due to fear, or is it just how he regularly is? If possible the latter would be better otherwise that would be troubling in its own right.
Hmmshould I change hisway of speaking first?
I was asked by Rave-san to handle two issues.
One is improve his withdrawal state so he can participate in the higher society.
The other is to get him accustomed to conversing with others.
I thought that if I somehow managed to do the second one the first one would just naturally follow, or thats what I thought butfirst of all the second one was already extremely difficult.
Thats rightfirst of all, Niel-sama do you not like going outside?
Eh? ..ah, um..t-that sort of thing
Please tell me your honest feelings
T-To be honest I dont dislike itbutI feel the most comfortableinside my room
If he didnt like going outside I was thinking of searching for a way to allow him to overcome it inconspicuously, but there is still room for improvement if that wasnt so.
His voice is small, he kept changing the way he talks but it cant be helped so I will just have to get use to it, and he kept moving his head around while his eyes kept jumping around from place to place.
Along with his suspicious behavior and his face being hidden underneath his hair and glasses, he could easily be mistaken for a suspicious person.
Niel-sama, if you are unable to look directly into the other partys eyes you should at least look at their nose
Eh
From a while ago till now havent you been trying to look me in the eyes? But since you couldnt do it for a long time you kept looking away
I cant tell for sure because I cant see Niels eyes, but I think there were many times when he had tried to.
He had tried to look into my eyes, endure it, but was unable to bear it and kept looking away. Thats why his head kept moving around and it looked like suspicious behavior.
Its true its better to look directly into ones eyes when speaking with them but there are just some people who arent good at it. Because the eyes can also say as much as the mouth, it can make one feel like their mind is being read.
If you look at the other partys nose, it will seem like you are looking at their eyes
Well with Niels case since his bangs and glasses covered his eyes you cant actually tell where he is looking at.
I-Is that so..
Because it looks suspicious if you move your head around too much
Y-Yes
Even if he has a conversation in high society now it should at least appear polite for now. Only in appearance though. I cant guarantee anything more than that.
Even thenhow far should I take this?
To be honest, I know how to change him. Because Ive experienced his route after all.
Cut the bangs, remove the glasses, and then lavish him with praises afterwards.
I might have summarized it a bit too much but the behavior of the heroine on his route is like this. Although from the surface Niel looked really easy to handle, the heroine must have tried so hardor at least thats what I thought.
But is it really fine for me to do this?
Because its the heroines job to make Niel confident.more importantly I should actually be a person who doesnt know anything about his family matters.
Interfering in this poorly might bring the opposite effect and may actually corner Niel more.
But I dont want to be called over again. Also I dont know how it would be taken by Count Juliano if he were to find out.
What should I do..
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